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When i was lazying around one fine afternoon my brother happened to play this absolutely beautiful music which struck me really hard. I dont mean like the hard bad way but in a way that so took me deep into thoughts. We all think about something or the other always. and for me at that very minute my mind just traveled straight into my college days. I must say, music really has its own profound ways of getting us really nostalgic. When i had my colleges days flashing like a slide show through my mind i suddenly went back to the 1st day i stepped into college. All my fantasy’s about college was all based on the varrious movies that i had watch couple of times. New surroundings, new faces, teachers, more over a co-head classroom not to mention i did my schooling from girls only. When it comes to meeting people and socialising, it was always a piece of cake for me. But getting the rite kind of friends and getting into the kinda circle that i could blend in is something which doesnt happen over the night. Well to my shock as i stepped out of the college chapel i randomly redieved a hug and all i know is for a second i was totally stund because i heard a guy call out my name and the next minute i know is him giving me a hug. I know personally i was haapy that finally there is somebody i knew but then i didnt really want that hug cause i knew many people would be oggling at me with their eyes and that was enough for bbc hot news to flash around college like wild fire. Well i don’t really have to mention how “broad” minded the poeple out here in kerala are to actually accept two friends of the opposite sex giving a hug.

Then i walk into class and it didnt feel all that awkard cause i had a friend of mine with me. But again i had to keep myself away from him for a while so that i did’t give a bad impression to the class crowd rite away on the 1st day of college,andΒ  thats something now i am least bothered about. Really if we start to care whatever people say about us, then what are our lives for, to be lived dictated by others or to be lived by the way we want it and the way we feel is rite?? okay am not getting there now. So then started my hunt to find the rite kind of people or the ones whom i could say connect with on every level. It wasnt really a easy job like it sounds because there were many people from different walks of life. In a month or 2 we had a small circle formed. Most of us in the gang were NRI’s so you know it was easy for us to connect and have our kind of fun. We all had emmense fun together thou there were a lot of bitching involved in between.

Things took a turn when couple of us got into relationship and things weren’t really the same as before. It sounds silly know but ya then it was one time when we whined over our guys if they say i love you, silly fights, late night chats and crying over silly but million break ups that came in between, and the end results was heart breaking. All of us got out of our relationship at one point one after the other. That was like a serious depression fever that had spread among us. The minute one steps out all fine and good the other one gets the fever. Lol this kept happening until we all reached a point were we knew we were the best ourself. It suprised me very much when i slowly started noticing how people around started changing and showing their true colours.The change was more noticed during my last two sems in college. Friends whom i thought were all that just turned out to be rite the opposite. So many occastions kept happening when i myself had to take a step back and think whether these people whom i called my true friends, did they really turn out to be like this???

But then not everybody turns out to be bad. We often tend to over look the goods ones we have and turn to the bad ones untill we all get a bad knock on our head and realise whom really cared and didnt. Well one such personality was roshni.:D Thou we were in the same gang we weren’t really close or lets say intimate. She was one among those very few girls that really caught my attention when we had an ice breaking section at our hostel, and man should i say from then on she has always been a regular visitor to my room, explains clearly how she got into my small circle of friends. Things changed this year for us. New year night was like a whole new chapter for both of us. lol it was the the the best new year of my life. The ultimate bash ever, and this is what got us really really close.

Roshni is like my bff now. I didnt know we would ever get this close. She is one person who has never ever told me to change and accepted me for what i am. Sometimes its takes us a while to really know who our true best friends are, and for me she is one of the best things that has happend in college. Times we had together these 4 months are like memories enough to teasure life long. If there is somebody whom i miss so much from college would be her and vipin an other best friend of mine, or i should say the male version πŸ˜›

Me and roshni had this very naturally occuring ritual of fighting every week. I my wildest memmory i don’t think we have been through atleast one week without fighting. Its true when people true love and care for each other fights happen but in our case it was something which kept happening on like a weekly bases. The best of the best times we shared together were in Goa, sluber times at my place, b’day suprise which was a really big suprise for her and all our crazzy late night talks and either of sleep taking while the other one is awake…lol πŸ˜€

I know it sounds lil chessy but this is exactly what i miss and what i thought when i heard that music. I miss her and yeah clearly it shows cause i ended up blogging about her….hehe lets just assume that some really beautiful people ( beautiful by heart ):P are worth blogging and not that she doesnt look good her eyes are killer…but then again i shouldnt let her fly too high as i know by reading this she must have already banged her head on the ceiling. πŸ˜€

lol k so here you go roshni i dedicate this post to you, not because your my best friend which definitely you are but for being my the best friend…and being there for me always and for being that one person to whom i would run to even if it was 3 a.m when you must be having one of those fantasying dreams about whoever πŸ˜› jus kidding!!! But leme tell you are the best and be the best where were you go.

Sometimes writing is the one best way to convey what is really in your mind than talking it out. I started of with music and here i ended up blogging on my best friend. I bet like me there must be someone who must have touched your heart in some way, let me tell you guys, never ever lose them, how much of a bad or good reputation they have if they have been with you through all the thick and thin then they are just the rite people who no matter what will always stay at your side πŸ™‚

Roshni here goes my teddy blog cyber hug for making all those worthless days of mine simply perfect xoxoxo πŸ˜€

So guys who are you gonna give a teddy cyber hug or lets say a real teddy hug too πŸ˜‰


Sleep sleep till you wake.
let not not destroy your day,
May love come your way,
but let it not destroy your day. πŸ˜€

People might think am crazy
but i guess am too lazy.
To think of something dazy 
cos what i feel now,
is something really mazy πŸ˜›

When was the last time 
you wrote something so bizzare 
were you just let words pour
that became a pool,
of full crazzy and funny lines.

I say.....
Go wild and smile wide.
Show the world your 
crazy side. πŸ˜€

Halleluiah, i finally posted it.This is how officially crazzy i get. As my best friend roshni,
Β after reading this told me am officially crazy,thought that could be the perfect heading for this little masterpeice of my total hardwork. :P. 
Special thanks to roshni for moral support in posting this  
she's another master in total creative and crazy writing. πŸ˜‰
officially crazy

This made my day……


Well on the hunt for blogging something which i can proudly say is one of myΒ  recentlyΒ  addicts , i came across something interesting which i thought maybe i could share it here. Is just a simple way of how could u make your day perfect…… πŸ˜€

  • Start the day with what you enjoy doing the most, for me i start off by looking at the mirror and saying your 1 beauty ;p
  • Greet your roomie or neighbour with a BIG SMILE

    like this eeeee

  • Get yourself some energy booster like coffee or chocolate.

    a coffe and chocolate combo

  • What were you have to wear make yourself feels sexy and beautiful.

    Look the best

  • If you feel like walking out to campus in bathroom slippers then do it…what are you waiting for?? christmas??
  • Give a big hug to your best friend or close ones

    best hug ever

  • Have your favourite food or drink
  • Go for a walk with somebody you have never been with and get to know them better
  • If you happen to hear any gossips about you…the key to ultimate happiness is to ignore them. Its your life, not theirs

    ignore them

  • Watch a movie
  • For girls…indulge in some girly gossips ;p
  • Keep telling yourself how previlaged you are to be a part of this crazzy world
  • Love yourself each day

These are jus some few random things that 1 could do to make their day simple perfect….so what is that you guys do?? ;D

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